I feel really very sad right now...I really don't know what had happened to me this few weeks...i feel that my hurt is really, terribly hurt by ***...I don't know why this can happen to me..I already try to avoid ***...I seldom talk to ***...I don't even see her and pretend very cool....I really don't lilke this type of feeling...I really don't want it to happen...I want to have a very normal life..That's all I want...That's all i want..why you can't give me that...I don't want to become ***...please help me!!!!