Monday, July 20, 2009

When they got problems that time, i try my best to comfort them and support them...i try my best to settle their problems and try to make them happy again..hope that they will forget the saddness...however, when i'm sad and got alot of problems no one come to help me...i'm really suffering a mental problem i guess...i don't know who can i talk to...i really can't find someone that can listen to my problems...i really no need they help me to settle my problems ....i just want them to listen to me..i just want them to become the ears..i just need a shoulder to cry on...but nobody can help me now even my very best friends...i don't know how now....

Sunday, July 19, 2009

I feel really very sad right now...I really don't know what had happened to me this few weeks...i feel that my hurt is really, terribly hurt by ***...I don't know why this can happen to me..I already try to avoid ***...I seldom talk to ***...I don't even see her and pretend very cool....I really don't lilke this type of feeling...I really don't want it to happen...I want to have a very normal life..That's all I want...That's all i want..why you can't give me that...I don't want to become ***...please help me!!!!

My fren juz broke up wit her boyfren..from the first time i saw her boyfren that time I already know that he is not a good guy...i don't know why I have the feeling that he is not a good guy...then my fren fren told me about the reason they broke up...they just have been together for not even one month but so I guess the reason they broke up just a stupid reason..ya, I'm right...the reason is the same like the other ( u keep on control me, we are not suitable for each other, we don't have the same thinking)..wat the poor rason that the guy had gave...for me I think that the guy just want to play and not really appreciate the relationship...the worst word i can say that is the guy just want SEX....what the cheap type of guy he is...I think I won't trust guy anymore because of this incident..for me, mostly all the guys just want only that....I don't want to dating and I don't want to find a boyfren also...this is very troublesome and the most important thing tthat is really hurt...Guys cannot be trust anymore...