Still have 19 days I have to go back to UUM to study. Although i have two months break but it still not enough for me . Is just like a two weeks break only although is already two months.. I don't want to go back there..Is just like a hell for me at there and I'm not really happy at there...Is  all my fault to choose there..why i would be so blur when choosing university....i really don't understand myself why because of my friend I choose that university..actually there is nothing wrong with that university juz my own problem only....because i care for her thats why i follow her but now i really very regrets..feel like want to 'long piak' lo..haiz,  i really don't know what to do now juz continue my study to get good result to go oversea...by hook or by cook, i would go oversea..i don't want to stay at this sad place anymore...is really suffering....