Dating??? Boyfriend???

What is dating, boyfriend means to us???

When I was in Form 6, I like 1 Malay guy and he is not bad and good looking too..

this the secret that I din't even  dare to tell other people including my very best friend coz I think this is crazy..so I juz kept it as my secret until when I got University offer then I went to continue my study at UUM..only at there i dare to tell my best friend about it...is very difficult to keep a secret itself without telling anybody...I thought everything is past and this won't going to happen again...lately, this guy alwiz message me n he told me that he is fall in love with soemone...i asked who is that lucky girl n he told me 'is you'...I'm was really shocked and I wanted a confirm so I asked him again but he said that he juz tease me...I don't believe that so I had asked him again and he sais is true that he fall in love on me...I had asked him why u said that u juz tease me juz now n he told me caoz he scared that I would reject him...I told him that I ever like him too but I told him this GAmE is OVeR now...he asked me why???..I told him over that means is over and nothing to say about already...I don't want to tell him that the religion is the caused we can be 2gether...I don't want to hurt him anymore...because of the religion I don't think that we can continue this game anymore....sometimes when u like someone and someone like u too but is hard to get together coz sometimes there is a gap there......love is hard to find so if u have found one please appreciate it coz there are alot of people still can't it.....;(