To Have A beef About Something

2009-08-25T11:41:00.000-07:00

I know that you love her, why don't you just tell her that u love her..What are u waiting for?? Her boyfriend now is not around so you just take that chance la...She is aso very intelligent and she can feel that you love her, if u tell maybe she will accept you..although i'm really very sad to see you all together but like everyone said, "when u see ur loved one happy then u will be happy"..but actually i'm not happy at all..i try to avoid u adi but is impossible for me to that......

2009-08-10T12:32:00.000-07:00

I may get to see you as often as I like,

But I may not get to hold you in my arms through all the nights,

But deep in my heart,

I truly know,

You're the one that I LOVE,

And can't NEVER let go.

2009-08-07T03:40:00.000-07:00

Kali ini aku teringin sangat-sangat nak tulis dalam Bahasa Melayu.....Aku sendiri pun tidak tahu mengapa..haha..sebenarnya aku ada banyak hal nak tulis tapi tidak pula tahu nak start dari mana...dari hujung kaki ataupun dari akar rambut ya???

Pada mulanya, aku ingin meluahkan perasaan aku. Terdapat sesetengah perkara telah ditakdirkan dan kita tidak dapat melarikan diri ataupun bersembunyi daripada takdir...Kita tidak dapat menjangkakan apa yang akan berlaku pada keesokkan hari...kita perlu menghargai setiap benda yang kita ada pada hari ini...

Kalaulah esok tidak menjelma, apakah yang anda akan buat sekarang?? Buat apa-apa sahaja yang anda terfikir hendak buat sekarang...Aku ini mengatakan bahawa aku telah tersalah, tersilap, tak patut jatuh cinta terhadap seseorang yang langsung tidak patut dicintai...apa yang boleh aku buat sekarang kalau sudah terlambat untuk ku mengikis perasaan itu?? aku tidak tahu apa patut aku buat sekarang...aku dah cuba untuk mengelakkan diri daripada dia tapi tak mungkin lagi sebab sekarang semakin rapat dengan dia pula..lagi i nak jauhkan diri daripadanya lagi lah rapat dengan dia...

Aku berasa amat cemburu sekali bila dia bersama dengan orang yang dia suka..walaupun dia tidak pernah memberitahu yang dia suka padanya tapi aku sangat-sangat confirm yang dia sangat suka pada dia...dia sanggup melakukan apa-apa sahaja demi girl itu...aku dapat merasakan dia juga sanggup mati demi dia...betapa sakitnya hati aku ini..Aku tidak dapat memberitahu sesiapa pun tentang perkara ini..Aku tidak tahu apakah pandangan orang lain terhadap saya jika aku memberitahu tentang perkara ini...betapa susahnya aku untuk menyimpan rahsia ini..

Aku ingin tahu adakah patut aku memberitahunya apa yang terdapat dalam fikiran aku sekarang??? Jika tersilap cakap maka habislah segala-galanya tapi kalau tak cakap aku akan rasa menyesal jika tiada lagi peluang untuk memberitahunya...Aku dalam dilema sekarang..

2009-07-20T09:37:00.000-07:00

When they got problems that time, i try my best to comfort them and support them...i try my best to settle their problems and try to make them happy again..hope that they will forget the saddness...however, when i'm sad and got alot of problems no one come to help me...i'm really suffering a mental problem i guess...i don't know who can i talk to...i really can't find someone that can listen to my problems...i really no need they help me to settle my problems ....i just want them to listen to me..i just want them to become the ears..i just need a shoulder to cry on...but nobody can help me now even my very best friends...i don't know how now....

2009-07-19T13:04:00.000-07:00

I feel really very sad right now...I really don't know what had happened to me this few weeks...i feel that my hurt is really, terribly hurt by ***...I don't know why this can happen to me..I already try to avoid ***...I seldom talk to ***...I don't even see her and pretend very cool....I really don't lilke this type of feeling...I really don't want it to happen...I want to have a very normal life..That's all I want...That's all i want..why you can't give me that...I don't want to become ***...please help me!!!!

2009-07-19T11:40:00.000-07:00

My fren juz broke up wit her boyfren..from the first time i saw her boyfren that time I already know that he is not a good guy...i don't know why I have the feeling that he is not a good guy...then my fren fren told me about the reason they broke up...they just have been together for not even one month but so I guess the reason they broke up just a stupid reason..ya, I'm right...the reason is the same like the other ( u keep on control me, we are not suitable for each other, we don't have the same thinking)..wat the poor rason that the guy had gave...for me I think that the guy just want to play and not really appreciate the relationship...the worst word i can say that is the guy just want SEX....what the cheap type of guy he is...I think I won't trust guy anymore because of this incident..for me, mostly all the guys just want only that....I don't want to dating and I don't want to find a boyfren also...this is very troublesome and the most important thing tthat is really hurt...Guys cannot be trust anymore...

2009-06-15T02:04:00.000-07:00

Still have 19 days I have to go back to UUM to study. Although i have two months break but it still not enough for me . Is just like a two weeks break only although is already two months.. I don't want to go back there..Is just like a hell for me at there and I'm not really happy at there...Is all my fault to choose there..why i would be so blur when choosing university....i really don't understand myself why because of my friend I choose that university..actually there is nothing wrong with that university juz my own problem only....because i care for her thats why i follow her but now i really very regrets..feel like want to 'long piak' lo..haiz, i really don't know what to do now juz continue my study to get good result to go oversea...by hook or by cook, i would go oversea..i don't want to stay at this sad place anymore...is really suffering....

What The Fuck!!!

2009-02-27T07:54:00.001-08:00

Aku langsung tidak tahu apa yang telah aku buat sehingga membuatkan dia marah aku langsung tidak tahu..ada sesiapa boleh memberitahu aku apa kesalahan yang telah aku buat??sikit-sikit naik marah...sebenarnya aku lah orang yang kena naik marah tapi dia pula yang marah apa kesalahan yang telah aku buat nie..aku memang tak ada masa nak pendulikan itu semua...semakin lama semakin tidak mengetahui faham apa yang sedang dia fikirkan....dia yang buat aku tapi i tak naik darah sebaliknya dia yang naik darah...apa dah jadi nie???

HaPpy BirthdAy To Me(^_^)

2009-02-08T07:37:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to me, WeE Leng...

On 4/2/09 is my 21st birthday...At first im not happy coz i need to do a presentation on dat day so im very very nervous n stress ....however, when i adi prepared want to present my lecturer sudddenly told our group to present next week...dunno wat to say bout dat feeling on dat time...

feel happy n aso dissapointed n aso alot of feeling...when i reach my hostel, one of my roomate bought 1 chocolate cake for me...feel rely happy n "gan dong" lo...hehehe....samore got champagne rely very happy lo....another roomate bought me a teddy bear n its look so cute n adorable.....heheheh...hmm rely happy on dat day..

Thank You My Dear Friends...

I Love You All...

Muacksss(^_^)

AgaIn And AGain!!!

2008-12-30T09:15:00.000-08:00

The Malay guy sms me again.......

Hmmmnn........

He had asked me one very privacy question.....

'What would you do if one Malay guy really love you'???

What should I answer him????

I'm in dilemma but I know that I should give him an answer that is NO...

Why is he not a Chinese or an English men??? If he is either Chinese or English men then my answer is sure YES...however, he is a Malay and I know both of us can't be together..this is impossible....hmmmm.....headache la...I gv him the answer that is I need to think about it coz I dont wanna hurt him..he is too good for me to hurt....may god bless him...

NeW YeAR Eve!!!

2008-12-30T08:57:00.000-08:00

I'm so happy 2day coz I went out wit my two lao po....

We go hv a high tea then we go for shopping...haha...then my lao po told me a lot of things...

wow!! is a very interesting story...haha

this won't end yet coz 2molo we are going to go out some more..

besides that, maybe we r going to watch a movie or anything else...no matter wat we do, when we r together, everyday is a happy day...hehehehe:-p

MerrY ChRIstmas & HaPPy New YEar

2008-12-27T22:20:00.000-08:00

25 December 2008 is the most memorable christmas....

My whole family and I including my uncle and aunt went to Genting Highlands to celebrate Christmas..Is a really happy day at there...all of us

have a great day at there

we play a lot a the theme park n also the indoor activities..then we went for shopping and I bought alot of things...This is really happy and I already prepared for the coming new year..GooDBye 2008 and WelCome 2009...

David Beckham

2008-12-22T02:04:00.001-08:00

Today, my English For Communication course have 1 task that is Impromtu Speech..It means that everyone are going to come infront of the class and speak about the title that is given..

We have 3 minutes to prepared and 2 minutes to speak but I think most of us don't have e nough time to prepare coz before 3 minutes the lecturer would asked us to speak...When is my turn, I feel very nervous and I hope that I won't get the questions that is difficult...I got my question is "What is your dream life partner?"....hahahah is really funny...The first came across in my mind is David Beckham so I talk about him....I said that David Beckham is a veery handsome and very cool man...he got alots of money and because of this I can buy alot of thing without worried about money..then we can give our children a very good education and also can send our children to study at overseas...hahahaha..this is very memorable to me...

Dating??? Boyfriend???

2008-12-21T07:30:00.000-08:00

What is dating, boyfriend means to us???

When I was in Form 6, I like 1 Malay guy and he is not bad and good looking too..

this the secret that I din't even dare to tell other people including my very best friend coz I think this is crazy..so I juz kept it as my secret until when I got University offer then I went to continue my study at UUM..only at there i dare to tell my best friend about it...is very difficult to keep a secret itself without telling anybody...I thought everything is past and this won't going to happen again...lately, this guy alwiz message me n he told me that he is fall in love with soemone...i asked who is that lucky girl n he told me 'is you'...I'm was really shocked and I wanted a confirm so I asked him again but he said that he juz tease me...I don't believe that so I had asked him again and he sais is true that he fall in love on me...I had asked him why u said that u juz tease me juz now n he told me caoz he scared that I would reject him...I told him that I ever like him too but I told him this GAmE is OVeR now...he asked me why???..I told him over that means is over and nothing to say about already...I don't want to tell him that the religion is the caused we can be 2gether...I don't want to hurt him anymore...because of the religion I don't think that we can continue this game anymore....sometimes when u like someone and someone like u too but is hard to get together coz sometimes there is a gap there......love is hard to find so if u have found one please appreciate it coz there are alot of people still can't it.....;(

Role-Play

2008-12-21T02:42:00.000-08:00

Im having a role play today n our group members have suggested that we do a drama wit many parts....im so nervous until i forget my script...omg...why tis type of things can happen to me..i have act like a forign workers wit no permit, a current workers who dun have a job, a student n the most terrible part is i have act a teenager who run away wit the foreign workers.....it's rely make me feel vy vy shy to do that...hahahaha

Bad Day

2008-12-21T02:29:00.000-08:00

On the 12 December 2008, i went back to UUM coz my English of Communication course start at 14 December 2008. I thought dat if i come earlier maybe i can

pack my things and clean my room as well. However, when i reach the hostel that im going to leave for that period, the office is not open i have no place to stay for dat day...

I wonder wat am i going to do....

i rely have no idea wat should i do...this stupid office dunno why din open on dat day n there samore hv a noticed that inform the office will juz only open at 14 of December..this is impossible..why this type of things can be happen...because of no idea so my fren n i decided to slip at the hall wit our things...suddenly one of us got 1 idea that is we seludup to the hostel n search for room that is din locked...luckily we found 1 n we stayed there for 1 nite....the next morning on 8 am we go to the office to register for our room..however, they said that we r not staying at that hostel n they ask us to go to another hostel...wat the hell they r doing...juz imagined that we nee dto take our stuffs n then walk to the other hostel that is quit far...wat a bad day we have.....

Friend or Enemy????

2008-12-02T03:03:00.000-08:00

One of my fren maybe if i not mistaken had do something dats really hurt me alot..

for me she is my fren but i dunno wat she tink about me...she can dropped me in one place because of her another fren...wat the hell she is doing....im really angry about her....i relly can imagined that she can do the hell things to me......after dat she said sory 2 me but is too late...my heart is broke n it can be paste back....although i hv forgive her but it will alwiz a nitemare 4 me n i will remember it forever n ever n ever......;(

Happy :)

2008-12-02T02:52:00.000-08:00

I'm so happy 2day. I go out wit frens, watched movie, shopping, n have a high tea..

Is rely a vy high tea, vy expensive....hehehe..i meet my old classmate tooo..

is been a long time i din meet him adi n now he becme more tough n handsome adi..wow!!!

im rely feel vy happy 2day but when i realize that i have 2 go back 2 UUM i feel sad..

i dunno why....hmmm...is really sad when is time or me to go back to uum...i really dun enjoy my uni life...many ppls said dat uni life is the most memorable but for me is a nitemare..i rely dun wan go back....i know there is something going to happen this semester....n i think is not a good things either happy.....:(

MerdEkA!!!!!

2008-11-22T06:10:00.000-08:00

YEah!!!!! im going to finish my exam already.....still got only one paper to go only..

but tis paper is vy suffering la...need to write essay moreover the reference book

is vy thick n dunno wat are going to come out for the exam...

really suffering this month...i already 1 month din't go home liao...

i'm vy miss my home n my families...

i miss my mum cooking n i miss my bed.....after tis exam that means im going to finish my 1st semester at last....but i know there a lot of i need 2 pass in the future n it maybe more suffering..

no matter what n how i muz do my vy vy vy best....

Hmmnn.....

2008-11-16T11:15:00.000-08:00

I got a lot of problems n i dunno how to handle it...actually i think is my own problem la..

i dunno why i juz keep thinking that the one of my friend is a bad person..

i aso dunno why i think like dat...

i really need someone to talk about it but i dunno who supposed to be find..

haiz......i really vy down...i'm feeling vy down now...

somebody plz help me!!!!!

Tension

2008-11-13T07:51:00.000-08:00

I'm so tension for the upcoming exam..

This is my final exam n is very important 2 me..

I need to work vy hard to get the vy good results..

However, today i feel happy coz my youngest sister got a vy good result for her UPSR...

COngratulation to her!!!!!!